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Blog Entry 70 of 76 Awake Thou That Sleepest, Arise From Your Slumber
I am a seeker of truths. I am a soul who has been "awakened" and now an awakener of other souls. Two years ago, something happened to me that I can only explain as a kind of "awakening" from a haze that was my everyday life. The embers of "who I was was" that stirred deep within me were set aflame when I went to see a movie. I wasn't expecting this experience, which is why in part I think it happened. I left the theatre crying and with the most throbbing headache I've ever had, but not the average kind of headache crying gives you. This was the kind of headache characters in movies have after waking up from a coma. The world seemed new to me and it was as if I was remembering my life and who I was for the very first time. Since then, my life has changed in so many ways. And now it has led me here, to this new forum of shared thoughts and ideas. Like the first time I posted my "awakening" experience on a public website, I am again feeling this fear of "Is this really the right place for me to post this?" But like two years ago, I'm willing to take this risk again because I know how important it is to share my experience with as many people as I can, with the hope that others who have had a similar experience, or at least the desire to understand more about what this is about might have the courage to come together and find one another through this blog. It is my hope and belief that I will read the stories of others who are also "seekers" here. Welcome.

Dust
Contributed by: Dianne Perea   on 7/6/2008

I hate dust. I hate dusting more. Dust makes me sneeze, it's disgusting to look at, and if not dealt with for too long, dust can ruin things. No matter how many times we try to get rid of dust, it only takes a few moments for it to settle right back where it came from.

When I can't take one more minute of the pale grey powder, I turn into a dusting maniac. For hours I wipe off the delicate dirt from my furniture, floors, nick-knacks, and my favorite room, the kitchen, where dust and cooking grease have formed a paste that rivals Superglue. Then it's into the bathroom, where another wonderful combination of dust and shower steam have created a kind of dust goo.

I tell myself, "All this hard work will pay off." I mean, to walk around in a dust-free home is a truly sublime joy. When I am done, the dusting materials get put away, I grab some water and sit down to savor my victory. As I look outside my patio window which frames Pikes Peak, suddenly my thoughts move in a new direction. Looking at Pikes Peak, I remember that we live at the base of a 14,110 foot mountain. It's then I realize that it's not dust's fault.

I understand that life throws at us chores or life lessons we must repeat over and over, but there's still something quite unique about dust. It's like trying to sweep the sand off a beach, or pick every fallen leaf off your yard come fall. It just can't be done. So one has to wonder, are we supposed to live in a symbiotic relationship with dust? Perhaps we really are the proverbial "dust in the wind" that we ourselves try to sweep away every day.

Dust if you must or don't, but remember that these could be the particles of the ancients, lost civilizations that now travel in microscopic forms looking to settle onto our televisions, toasters and toothbrushes. At least while we're dusting now, this might give us something interesting to think about.

Peace.




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Dianne Perea

Colorado Springs , CO

Dianne Perea has posted 76 blog entries and 5 comments since joining on 6/26/2007. Dianne Perea 's average blog rating is 5.
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